Moving Forward

Since last writing I hve been spending a great deal of time with a certain man. Let's call him Bill for now. he is a very nice man who my secretary set me up with. He used to work with my secretary's husband and they thought he and I would make a good couple. So far so VERY good!

Bill is a nice man. He is a sensitive man. He is a fan of mine which makes everything else secondary! My time is being spent with him, on the phone with him, and thinking of him. My productivity has waned in some ways since having Billin my life. however, he is a great addition. I am having so much fun and I am really enjoying the time we have together.

We live about 2 hours apart as I live in a small town far away from everything. But, when I am in his city which averages a time or two a week, I see him and we at least have a cup of coffee or something. He is great to talk to. We have many of the same interests.

he is vegetarian and I am not. This is our issue at this time. He would love for me to become a vegetarian, but I love meat. Give me a good juicy steak anytime and I'm happy. I agree with B that animals are mistreated and we have no right to kill them for our food, but they taste so good and I really don't have to even think about the whole slaughterhouse aspect of the food chain and humans. Do I? I really like this man, probably more along the lines of loving him, and I want to become a vegetarian because it is so important for him, but it is going to be a proceess of slowly getting meat out of my diet as I've been eating it for 42 years. I can't quit meat clod turkey. I am finding that I have meat and don't even think about it until B asks me what I've eaten in the last little bit. I've got to become more conscious of what I'm eating and make some changes. Not becaue B wants me to,, but because it is important to B and the things that are important to him are important to me.